For some reason I have a fear that a fandom might not accept me for who I am with my problems (specifically the ones that I'm in also) due to the fact the Ren & Stimpy fandom treated me like shit, I'm honestly reluctant about the fact that something like this would happen again; I don't want to be associated with the Ren & Stimpy fandom anymore.

Also I've been struggling to find people who have the same hyperfixations in my age group, Like Osmosis Jones and Me and My Shadow for example. I'm just hoping I find the right people, and not get into anymore drama.